i know why i feel so nervous and so cold whenever i get my results.. it not only happened juz now when i get my semster results.. but also small tests and all ..

the reason:
i want to score better den wc, asyikin and sue.
i need to score better den them.
i must score better den them.

of course if them score well and better den me.. i feel happy for them.. and at e same time.. i feel very unhappy that i didnt do well and why did i do so badly..

must be my ego..

is this a positive way of thinking or negative....