monday i went to watch secret with yn ml and yh after sch.. did i blog abt it le? i go check 1st.. *checking* .. ok.. i blog on e gym.. yucky gym.. but not yet e movie.. anyway.. e movie is a love story.. quite sweet..and is kinda childish and lame e stuff that they do.. haha.. but its quite funny too.. coz too lame and too childish le..haha.. overall.. still not bad la.. den after movie we went to take neoprint.. i think e last time we take is last year may like that.. den dunno izzit because of that... den yh and yn like trying to use all e cartoons and background .. and cramp all into each photo.. haha.. but end result.. quite nice..haha
tuesday.. came home late .. lesson end at 8.30.. so tiring.. den call daddy drive me home.. coz e park very very dark.. den very scary..
wednesday.. received a call early morning.. around 5am+ .. its from e prison.. my granddad had heartattack..den passed away le.. ya.. it's not a joke.. prison thing.. long story.. granddad.. is my mother's father.. not biological one.. but e one who adopted her..72 years old.. this came so sudden le.. e next expected one should be my mum's biological mother.. but this come outta nowhere.. den that day my mum and father went to settle e stuff...
e last time my mother went to visit my granddad at prison is 1 year plus ago.. den coz it is far and heartache to see him.. so my mum very long didnt visit him.. my mum say e last time see him he already walking very slow.. and keep telling my mum he wanna come out.. but it is impossible thing until his sentence is done.. which still got 6 years.. den my mum heart pain when hear that.. no letters from him over e 1 year too coz he cant write properly le.. and required someone else to write for him.. now he is gone.. my mum didnt get to see him for e last time.. and it's a regret .. its like.. actually its a regret that everyone have.. like u have something to do.. and u keep delaying it.. coz u keep thinking its okie he will still be there or i will still e time to do or its still long to go.. but when something do happened .. and u started to regret and say things like "if only.. i should have.." but there is no longer another chance...
thursday me and my brother went over.. its somewhere at amk.. where they put e body.. coz he is a christian.. they have e priest to talk and all.. to pray.. i think right.. if one listen to many christian priest pray and sing.. one will soon convert to christian.. coz they really make christianity sound very nice.. like anyone who is a christian will reach jesus and all ..
my family is not christian.. den when at e speech..there are parts where e priest say if u believe that jesus so and so and wanna be under him.. put ur hand at chest and repeat with me.. ya.. those stuff la.. den my mum told me she got repeat.. but she add stuff at e back.. haha.. no offences la.. but ya..haha.. so funny la my mum
today morning.. wake at 5 .. went over again.. this time round to cremate e body..its e 3rd day le.. as in put 3 days le.. den when we walk behind e van with e coffin in it.. my mum started tearing again.. den my aunt also .. den it stop during e journey there.. but when e body was send to cremete.. e 2 of them cried again.. my eldest cousin also.. maybe they know him better.. as in they live with my granddad for more den 40+ years? my mum was adopted at birth.. and my aunt was my grandad's relative daughter.. den live with them la.. and my eldest cousin.. coz she was kinda brought up by my granddad.. like for me my brother and my other cousin.. same age as me.. we dun really get e chance to see him.. so we dun have so much of e feeling and urge to cry...
now still waiting for my parents to come home from collecting e ash.. dunno why haveing come home.. 2+ go take ..now 5.50 le.. hmm
p.s. now i finally know different ... like hokkien teochew.. they use different colour cloth for pining at e sleeve to represent different people.. and imagine there are like son daughter-in-law daughter son-in-law grandchildren of e same surname grandchildren of e different surname.. so many so many.. and if ask different ppl.. different ppl say different thing..haha.. so confusing..haha
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