29th september e day that my granny was cremated.

the moment when they covered e coffin, the eldest aunt and eldest uncle's wife started to cry .. slowly.. all e uncles and aunties started to cry .. on e bus .. when everyone are a bit calm down.. someone burst out again saying " mummy no more" .. den those more emotional child started crying.. juz this few words.. even though she is only my granny.. when u think of this few words on urself.. even i started tearing ..

at the place where we can see e coffin slowly push to e fire, those emotional ones like my eldest aunt, 3rd aunt,4th aunt, eldest uncle, 2nd uncle , youngest uncle, eldest uncle's wife... (u must be thinking i got a lot aunts and uncles.. yes i do have..haha..my granny got 9 kids).. all started crying..saying stuff like "my mummy"s gone" .. those not so emotional one .. sniffs can be heard from them..

even my mum.. who thought she wont be crying.. coz how to say .. my mum was given away at birth.. and only like 10 years ago den she find them back.. deep in e heart there is still a bit hatred of why-u-give-me-away...but no.. my mummy was crying all e way.. like open tap .. haha.. she say that at e moment e hatred is gone.. coz how to say.. there is still a strong bond between e birth mother and e child..

as the coffin was pushed to e fire.. i heard them saying " ma.. run away.. e fire very hot.. run away.." after all e things.. my mum was telling me that.. even though e person is dead.. e soul is still attached to e body.. that why when they burn e body.. my aunt them call her to run again.. my mum also say when they died.. coz my granny is done in e christian way.. their soul have nothing to wear and is naked.. another thing is that is e soul can live forever.. like e priest say.. den can it still reincarnate? my mummy say got a uncle say e granddad, who passed away like 60 years ago..came back to visit a lot of times when we were at e wake..

i thought guys wont really cry as much as girls.. but my 2 guy cousin was crying until e eyes very red.. maybe coz they had times with my granny and hence was closer to her.. like my brother.. after 10 years.. only know how to call less den half of all e ppl..haha..

oh.. talking abt cousins.. many of e cousins i nv seen before..haha.. some is becoz last time ..maybe like 5 years ago .. seen before.. but ..esp guys.. they were pri6 den.. and now jc.. so they looks is totally different.. and others is really didnt see before.. there's one who is same secondary sch as me.. but 1 year younger.. i also dunno who.. den my brother had played bball with him during recess in ctss.. only until that funeral den they know they say cousin.. how irony.. haha... and i got another cousin who is 192cm tall.. and very big size too..haha.. he is e eldest grandson so he flew from australia back .. in e sense..coz he have to be present.. and i know where i get my thick eyebrow.. haha.. all my cousin of this side all thick eyebrow..haha