everyone have a story to them.. at which, at a part of life.. they do something that they regret.. or some turn of events which changes their life and they will started thinking if it wasnt like that.. they may lead a different life..

there is something that i do regret abit due to my mistake and think that it does affect how my life may be.. although my life is like nothing wrong .. studying well.. doing well.. no repeating.. from psch to sec sch to jc to uni.. and everywhere u go .. when u ppl say where u studying and when u say uni.. they will say .. "wah so clever ar.. next time will do well.. blah blah.."

but i remember that time after i got my Alevels results.. my results ain't tt good.. only got ABC.. so i didnt manage to get into NUS sci fac. but i did managed to get a interview will means i got a little chances of getting it.. i didnt really think of "die die must get into NUS" or what.. but of course.. if ppl hear NUS and NTU.. naturally they will think NUS is better.. so why not try to get into NUS? that what i am thinking then..

but stupidly.. i mixed up the interview time and was late for it.. i thought i still won't be late so i didnt take the taxi.. and i dunno how to go also..so well.. i was late for the interview.. and i was so sweaty .. and tt created a bad impression already.. and 2ndly.. they ask me what i wanna take .. i say food chem.. and they say i have no knowledge so why do i wanna choose that.. den i can't answer.. and they can't ask me any questions abt food chem.. so again i screw it up again.. and so i nv got another latter from them again.. other den the one which told me i got in to FASS..

and now.. i keep thinking.. if i wasnt late.. i could have get into NUS sci fac and not in NTU chem now.. or if i had said i wanted bio or chem.. i could have gotta a place at NUS.. coz i did study bio and chem in jc..but i dun get it.. my friend got BBB and she got into the NUS sci fac the first round.. but i got ABC.. i didnt get into the fac in first round.. i dun get it.. isnt having a A better all Bs? or is the C a really big deal? i am not convince abt it..

but who knows.. if i was given both place in NTU and NUS.. i may not wanna go NUS also.. coz its far from my house.. but that i really dunno.. i was given a choice then.. and if i only had that choice then.. my life would have change.. i may not be studying chemistry.. and least at NTU..

haiz...