i made new friends over the holiday.. due to summer research.. i know some of the ppl from the younger batches.. well.. i am entering yr4 alr.. so only got younger batches right.. haha.. but of course.. i made friends with some of the seniors.. ie those before my batch also.. i must say i had a enjoyable time with them and all thanks to them for the little little memorable moments!!

Maybe its me.. i feel that 10 weeks is too short a period of time.. (the summer research only laster for 10 weeks) .. too short for a person to get to know another person and be like very close friends.. moreover.. during these 10 weeks.. everyone is busy with their own project.. maybe me and yuting.. my partner.. will be closer coz we do project together.. and we talk during our waiting time.. BUt i feel that.. the friends i made seems to be close to each other very fast.. even with me.. and somehow.. i find it very awkward...

For instane... i think during the 3rd/4th week.. we went out for dinner.. some were late .. and when they came.. the waiter forgot one spoon for them.. and juz like tt.. the friend, who was late, sitting beside me ask to borrow my spoon instead of asking the waitor for one.. (well, i am done with my meal la..) so i lend her my spoon.. after i wipe with tissue.. she even say dun need to wipe..haha... but its like.. sharing a spoon is a very personal thing.. the most i do with my very close friends is only share food.. we didnt share spoon.. so to me.. i feel very weird lor.. haha..... moreover.. this friend.. i didnt even talk to her much within the 3 weeks..weird..

And another thing is that.. i realised yuting did remember a lot of the things that i say before to her.. simple simple things in our conversation.. that really surprise me.. maybe its in her to do so.. like for me.. haha.. i dun take the effort to remember things that my friends like, do , say.. which is kinda a sad thing now that i realised.. maybe i should really put in more effort.. and from the small little little things that happened when we went out on monday.. i really feel that these are the things that only friends over the yrs can have .. and not friends who knew each other within 10 weeks..

well.. i think it must be me.. coz i am still trying hard to get comfortable during silent moments with friends that i know for yrs.. trying to get to know them better... trying to remember the little little things that happened between us.. trying my very best...