having a 423 organic chemistry test tmr.. its like the 1st time tt i feel that there is so many structures to remember and the mechanisms cant go into my head.. i am able to understand each reaction.. but when i try to memorise it.. i get a headache..
i juz hope that i can do well for tmr test.. but on the other hand.. the 1st test i got 75/100..and professor say tt the average mark is 69.. and since is taking the better score out of the two.. so tt should be good enough... right?

and i kinda screw up the paper review for 428.. its biological chemistry module .. its supposed to be my best module.. coz its really simple.. but i screw up the paper review...paper review supposed to be restatement and comments.. and comments means how good the author write the stuff and all.. but instead of tt.. i went to add in information for the topic of the paper and think that its comments.. well.. juz kill me .. i guess i cant get a A+ anymore coz tt paper review is a whole 20% of the grade.. bloody hell... can't do anything now..

well.. i been having such a thinking that i dun really have to do very well at all for this sem.. coz i am already off the limit of 1st class honours.. because of last sem results which pull me down to 4.4 only.. and i am very very sad over it coz i really wanna strive for a 1st class hons.. Juz at the thought of it.. i can feel my tears coming out..HAIZ..but fact is fact.. i am off limit from 1st class honours.. so now i can only be 2nd upper.. and since i am way way higher than 2nd lower class.. i dun really have to strive tt hard anymore.. coz i still got 0.4 to back me up before i drop to 2nd lower class..

Anyway.. nobody will really cares whether its a high 2nd upper hons or a low 2nd upper hons.. and people will never wow at 2nd upper hons like the way they wow at 1st class hons.. i wont for sure.. coz 2nd upper is always lower than 1st class ...