A "Full-Mark" essay by me....
ok.. this may sound mean but i juz wanna let u know how we or i feel.. whether it is important to u .. u urself can decide.
realise my comment is deleted.. but well.. i guess u would have seen it and if it ruin ur beautiful image.. ya.. u should remove it.. but e few of us actually was expecting u for BBQ and u didnt came and all of us were saying leaving comment on ur friendster but i guess they are not as mean or did they really leave i wont know coz mine is deleted..
because of u and ur guy not coming for e BBQ.. some of us have to pay more..and asyikin's guy have to chip in a lot more.. i am juz wondering.. if u know ur guy got tournament.. why bother to tell us u are coming.. and u still go around other ppl friendster say " u better go e BBQ coz michelle branch or queen is going" what e .. i mean next time if u dun wanna come.. juz let us know.. asyikin said she spent e most sms on u lor.. and in e end u dun wanna come..let's say.. if u are e organiser.. and everyone last min dun come.. this time round do u know how everyone feel when at e last min they have to pay more? juz because of u ? think of what others feel also..its not like its a dinner each pay their own food.. but is a BBQ.. we have to come up with enough money for cover e cost.. if ppl last min dun go.. others have to pay more.. next time.. really pls.. dun do that again.. or rather .. do u really wanna join any of e 04s2 stuff a not? u seem to have a lot time with ur other friends and ur bf but every class outing we ask u ..we took e effort to ask u .. u said come but in e end didnt come.. how abt next time u tell us u wanna join in .. den we will ask u out.. if not.. if i am planning e outing.. i gonna leave u out.. dun blame me for that.. i am mean.. i know that..
and abt ur shoutout.. i dunno izzit for us a not.. coz after i left e comment at ur friendster.. even if it is not.. but u wrote that so u agreed with it.. i juz wanna say..friends dun bluff us times and times again..and each time friend commited a mistake.. we will try to correct them.. that why we talk.. and that why i am telling u all these..
well.. but if u think what i think is not important.. u can juz deleted this msg again without even thinking through.. and if u gonna reply me saying ur not at wrong.. go ahead.. and den there will be no point for me to say all this coz it is none of my business anyway..ya.. tt's it..
to think everyone in our class was expecting to see u ..asyikin.. yy..wm..ain..fida.. e guys..coz very very long didnt see u .. even ms goh is asking whether u be here.. but well.. i guess now it doesnt really matters at all..
A "cooling" reply by her bf....
hey this is her boyfriend here, farwan.. i read everything u wrote coz az doesnt dare to view it.. i know how it feels like n i know wat u mean.. but to tell u da truth, it wasnt azlindah's fault.. it was mine.. dun blame her.. she wanted to go for da outing but ya itz becoz i had a soccer tournament n it ended late.. i tot we wouldnt make it in time.. n i told her i was tired n i just wan her to be there with me.. i was being selfish just to say.. n thats why we had an arguement on that same day after da tournament.. n i was da cause of da argument.. dun blame her..she never did any wrong.. she really wanted to go.. if u n ur frenz wanna blame someone for not coming last minute, den blame me.. not azlindah..
A "unremorseful" reply by her...
beautiful image? for your info, i dont care for that. not a single bit. all i know is that i have my family, my boyfriend & my best friends who know me inside out. their opinions are what that matter the most to me, not yours. so go ahead and say im this and im that, these pple will not be least brainwashed by your words. if you all wanna say shit stuffs about me in friendster which i think is kind of childish, then go ahead. i del your comment cos i think its dumb to keep sth which will make me upset. common sense. i know im in the wrong, i wont deny that but you dont know how much id been looking forward to that night. i dont mind if you wanna leave me out for the next few outings if you put it that way, i understand how you all feel damn well cos id been an organiser before and shits like this, its not like as if they had never happened to me before either. its better that way too since i dont know how to face you pple anymore for what ive done to you all and on top of that, i dont know how to face pple who talk behind my back like that.
ive alot of time for my boyfriend cos hes the most sincere person ive ever met and the bestest friend ive ever had. in times of trouble, he will be the one there for me, not you. so for this part, i dont think you shld blame me for dedicating most of my time to him.
and if you think i dont feel regret that whole night and the next few days up till today then youre wrong. but after reading your msg, im not sure whether theres a need for me to feel remorseful & upset with myself for being a wet blanket anymore.
if it makes you happy, heres a sincere sorry from me to you. if youre still not appeased, will $ make you happy?
take care.
Another "Full-Mark" essay by me...
well.. i am cool with what u bf wrote.. but after reading urs..nope i am not anymore.. but well.. if my opinions doesnt matter much.. i not gonna say much anymore.. juz these..
but life doesnt juz rotate around these few ppl..
& dun worry.. there is no wrong delicating time to ur guy..
and money doesnt solve everything..
ugly her.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...bleahZ
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